let go to receive

I let go of something that I did not know I was holding. It was holding me back. God heals and when you experience it you know it is God. I thank God for healing me. I have received God's healing and forgiveness before and I will again. Giving up the hurt and pain to God is necessary to replace it with Love, joy, peace...
I'm free - No more wondering in the desert - This week I filled out divorce papers for a man I've not lived with for 12 years. (no laughing)
This is only a symptom of the pain and hurt that directed my path but no longer enslaves me. My past does not determin my future. Phil 4:13 I can (and will) do all things through Christ who strengthens me. It all seems so clear now. What I should do and how to proceed. I'll be putting out resumes and talking to my boss about changing my work load and redesigning my position. More pay etc... NO more weekends etc...
No more planning time now is action time - Stepping out in faith time!
Thanks to all who encourage and pray!